I have a new friend whom is a few years older than me who talks about it. she is just out of a 10yr relationship in which she had no sex for 7 of those 10!!!! woah. anyway shes pretty fit and into natural med and pretty cool i suppose.. but is that enough? i dont have the psychopathic need for her that i have had for others. (the ones that have taken my heart and put thru a blender) but maybe thats a good thing??
I used to really like the idea of open relationships but that was when i was in an unhappy one. Then theres the insanely jealous headfucking ones. maybe i need some sort of middle ground..
im more lost on how to relate to the opposite sex than ever.
